Today is the coldest day since the winter of wuxi, has been under the snow in the morning, I am tired on trunk behind him, leaving behind the melting snow water soak a thin sweater, did not feel how cold it was. Falling snow days, someone is going to travel! Nearby, a pair of lovers are on wedding photos, photographic assistant hands neat for the ide pulled skirt horn, grinning, on the one side after the groom ambiguous smile: "the gentleman please kiss your ide, remember must deep lasting oh."

JiChen raised her finger and clear hand ushed the snow on the mouth kiss xiu, eyes, cold, lip Angle rigid closed together, pick a dyed hair tip slightly golden constantly snow falls in the above made him around with a eath of cold air.

When I return to absolute being seen images of beautiful let I shed tears, I love for three years, the promised to give me a pure white wedding gentle kiss on one side of the person is eyeful painted with delicate ide makeup in long long white yarn woman. I love such as the man of life going to be married, but the ide not me, since then, with him with songs, with him to drink, with his bald man never is me again. Is probably see aside to song is really bear, cold JiChen smiling off body suit firmly to put on, one to song and shy smile, delicate face more charming.

Look at two people hug to each other and the distance the snow, I always raise numb legs back. JiChen, why do you laugh so happy, but I no longer felt the warm? JiChen, why the snow stopped, I cold is still the same? JiChen, maybe I dont like the flowering season, so only buried all affection and best wishes in the ice and snow, only the secret buried in the bottom of my heart.

"Nostalgia" bar, in the air with the smell of alcohol, tobacco, and youth hormones, so big space in the ring in eason chan "pompous", all kinds of men and women on the dance floor with hysterical song waist torsion pendulum buttock, a luxury destruction of sight. I sat in the corner of the bar, changing flickering lights make me a blurred, one side of the bartender gently swinging the body, is extremely fast and elegant modulate a BloodyMary on my hand, I lay end up drinking a mouthful, immediately, suantiankula four flavor with the chest, the in the mind empty.

When I came out of the "nostalgia" well acquainted already 1:00 a.m., take out a cellular phone, sure enough the monitor screen of a miserly did not show a phone did not answer the phone. I frowned, not hesitate to press the shutdown button with his cell phone to bag a chuai, stepping a dozen centimeters high heels marched toward home, heels clicking clicking sounds appear aupt and strange in the empty street, I laugh at myself wanted to think of the plot of the novel series, beautiful not square thing tying to walk alone in the empty street, and then suddenly appeared a few plunder wealth of color ACTS prodigal, at this time there will be a handsome the same slag men out to rescue. Sure enough, go to the corner have two shadow blocked my way, I have a deep eath, impatiently looked up to the front of two people, is a crow mouth secretly call myself.

"Beauty, will come to, big night, accompany our others son to drink two cups of bai." "Said the light pick hold my hand. See I didnt speak, underscoring the leaned in another face is red, I open my hands will give the man a slap backhand. Two leng for a reaction to come over. "he niang of, bitch, what gets put pure, Lao tze to die you!"

Then fists and slap for my hands curled up body cover head motionless. One dozen tired also seems not Japanese, grabbed my long hair to drive hard hard to head crashed to the cement floor, dull heavy pain to the scalp, the left temple tingling numb all the senses. At the moment, I clearly hear the sound of the heavy fall on the ground behind, then someone cry ran away. Time seems to stand still, forehead outflow of blood flowing down to blur the eyes. Then a side people knelt down and warm hand grabbed my arm to help me. "Are you okay, dont I take you to the hospital!" This is the first time I met JiChen, 19-year-old JiChen has a handsome to want to emit light almost permanent face, slightly thin body is extremely high. Good half-day I return to absolute being, with sleeves wiped out the blood, "thank you, dont have to, my name is summer, and you?"

He looked at me hesitate bloodstained face of his thin light qi: "my name is JiChen." Clean soft voice.

"Well, I remember you, thank you for let me be a princess." Say that finish I leave the blank faces JiChen limped away.

The dark of night devouring the light and the green of the tree is the boy standing under the tree, the wind that blows only between trees, gently slowly wandering in the streets, wandering in the young heart.

A large BBS has recently been each one thing. I am a student of bad grades: hey did you hear that? "good student" of our school JiChen seem in fooling around with people in the society.

Base see you again, it seems, that day I saw him with a small too sister left side by side

Attractive woman: this is jealous of you parents handsome and scholarship every time period period test first! My season less all of you are not allowed to take with me.

Private detective: cut to my mrs.vidian in-depth survey, nearly a month does have one wore strange, painted with thick makeup, with long, curly hair perm of small too sister outside the school gate, with smoke and in the end is always a person lonely to leave. Results the day before yesterday JiChen a school to go with her. Oddly enough, the next day the woman is in a pair, and totally changed before, a face not take debauchery, long straight hair hang freely, behind a small child, whole person looks weak dependent. Morning and she definitely not out-of-season relationship. All the female tears... The man regrets... All in all, all dont look good.

In the summer of enron:

Feel like old friends in this world, Ive always believed in love at first sight this word. Like Im JiChen, two unrelated people, i.e., it is the people of the two character is very different, it is two people in different environment, but it is tightly bound together. So I possessed a wait outside the school in his every day, regardless the people around pointing fingers, although every time I am disagree with shook his head, he saw the eyes floating above the concerns. Silent but I turn a blind eye to the air to the mouth: "follow me," then he can only helpless shook his head at me to leave. Looking at his receding figure, I laugh like a child without sugar, ight and beautiful and sad.

Finally in the 27th day after one evening, he bathed in sunlight coming towards me, didnt speak, just extremely familiar cut my hair, I have taken hold him, "follow me" in the hazy sky at dusk, the smile on his face was covered with a layer of soft light. "Enron, do back to yourself, next time, I go with you!" He said: "enron, be yourself!" I put his hand over his throbbing heart, gently spit out a word "good".

With the fastest time to straighten hair, home to throw out all the cosmetics as well as high heels, looking at ordinary young himself in the mirror, so many years since the first time I smiled gently shallow. Later, I told him: "Im a bad girl, even though I was eighteen." He love dearly stroked my head and said: "it doesnt matter, I dont care, you dont is fit to be a bad girl."

I said: "my dad dont hurt her mother love, drinking smoking dropping out of school at age 15."

He said; "It doesnt matter, you and me." I said; "I have no ability, no education." He said: "it doesnt matter, I have you in the future." The future so long, I tightly clutching his love to dont want to let go, I dont know what my future looks like. But always look forward to the future and JiChen together.

Song to find me, I was sunk the dishes in the sink. "Summer enron, you bitch!" Then "pa" 1 a loud slap on my face. Maybe I should have thought of, such as he scenery and wonderful as he, the love is such as beautiful as a fairy. No, said the former girlfriend, perhaps. It is afternoon, sunny warm spring. To songs were red and swollen eyes, quivering body to hold back, no matter how she is surprisingly mild Ruth, took good care of his season iefings to eak up with her, and the object or a so and so mediocre girls. I held my eath, with one side of the dishcloth wiped her hands. Although have not, but I still did not reply. Because JiChen so sad to me once said that "enron, if my girlfriend before I came to see you, you dont want to embarrass her, she and I noancient, sweetheart, I was indebted to her after all." And I, just the orphans of the city, to steal a persons happiness should belong to her, in the face of the front with song how can I feel at ease. "How, have nothing to say, I tell you, you and JiChen is impossible together, his parents have me the daughter-in-law, especially at a time." Write in to look around the song, big eyes full of disdain, frivolous the corners of the mouth is abnormal. At this point in my pocket is familiar with the bell rang, I moved in the water bubble have white hands, take out a cellular phone, hesitated, in the song under the gaze of press the answer button: "enron, you are quick to go off work, I havent eat, lovers in their restaurant, just have classes in the afternoon we go out to play, waiting for you." No time to reply to song grabbed the sink bowl and water with detergent foam over to me. Beeping through the phone busy tone, I pulled tight clothes, runs away watching to song, feel whole body cold.

In fact, I dont lack of money, I just lonely. If I ask my mother for money, she must promptly call me at the card in a year is enough for my living expenses, but, I dont want to want money to her, since she left my father married another others. The same I dont want to see my father again, since he left my mother marry her person. Reference to a persons words, I was secretly sick child, at the heart of the city alone licking ulcerated wounds, unaccompanied, no one CARES about, left to its own devices.

Washing a bowl of finally, heavy sigh, Im in the hotel under the boss suspicious eyes straight to couples restaurant. Go there JiChen has been sitting in the window play mobile phone in the corner of the restaurant, the lateral face white and soft, but I was stopped, can not open. Maybe pose a bit uncomfortable, JiChen straight up into a chair behind him by the by, lift eye saw saddam stood not far from the enron. Four eyes relative, I return to absolute mockery JiChen CanRanYiXiao, opposite the JiChen open mouth cape waved a sign for me in the past. Looking at such JiChen mood suddenly relaxed a lot of, go there on the table placed neatly has good milk and black forest cake. Just sit down, and across the JiChen came with a sweep to me to explore means. "Enron, you go to the restaurant wash the dishes washed her hair be!" I helplessly say with smile: "it isnt shampoo in order to save money!" Every time seems to be the most stretched all let JiChen saw, think of touching mingyan with song, think of youthful JiChen, the in the mind a piece of wet collapse down.

Paid the money, JiChen holding my hand out of the restaurant, not fast not slow pull me through a and a street, walk into a JiChen suddenly stopped in front of the wedding dress store, I dont watch out for slammed into his strong strength on the back. Enron, "he said, you wait for me, you when I graduated from college, I make you a pure white wedding." But I really forgot to speak, the acidity of the tip, silent tears drop on the ground. JiChen return overdo to see me, see me in tears, take out clothes pocket paper towel wipe tears for me heart way: "silly girl, how so easy to move, I carry you." Say that finish crouched down, I smile through tears lay up. Enron: "heavy not heavy?" JiChen: "not the" enron, "really not heavy?" JiChen: "how can the whole world is on my back is not heavy, enron, you believe me, I cant give you the world, but I can give you all around the world", perhaps only so many years since I heard the most touching a word, along the way, pass by muddy, pass by the wind, thank god let me met JiChen.

Three years JiChen and I walked past all the streets of the city, I still after ten years like one day daily waiting outside the school gate. The boy I loved, god always care for him, the more outstanding appearance, always at the top of results in A great many talented students of its own. Have been circulating for three years in A big BBS A myth, A myth about JiChen and Cinderella summer safely. My JiChen, he is not afraid of other peoples peculiar eye, will carry me in the middle of the most lively and bustling city square, will pull on a rainy day I running in the rain, Shouting "summer safely, I love you!" He said he would give me peace and joy in his life I enron, I I joys yan. So, I never want to lose JiChen, have never thought about it.

Starting from understanding JiChen, I was in a novel web site registered a number, start the trip to my writing. Pen name: the rain in the summer of enron was not depend on how much, but I didnt think this novel suddenly by a great number of readers. Every day there are a large number of fans more, leave a message. Fans a says, "ah, why not write a end, we have to wait flowers are thanks." Here is a piece of harmony. Sitting in front of a computer, I meet smile, I just put my love and JiChen experience characterized in the form of novel, life goes on, and I JiChen havent go to the best outcome, how could write out the most beautiful and good ending.

In my 21 years, short in the abandoned by different people to give up. Including parents, teachers, relatives, friends. I had thought I lost everything in the 21 years, have never thought will lose him, I gingerly luxuriant disguised themselves set in all models all fetters, but only in order to get approval is no longer being abandoned, just didnt know, I this life only to give up something I gave up all my love and warmth.

The night as the thick ink,... deep not turn yellow, under the street lamp of JiChen lived close your eyes and gently kiss me, with the characteristic in summer gardenia fragrance, let me have a moment of destruction. If and only if, if you open your eyes at this time, the girls eyes you will see your eyes deep tears and pain! I a push away JiChen, strength is a little surprising, makes JiChen foothold reluctantly had to step back ward first. I said: "JiChen, we eak up;" Opposite JiChen instantaneous leng in situ "are you kidding me!" Eyes dug, grit your teeth and dont let my tears fall down: "I tell you the truth, Ive had enough of you, tired of you, you ***ing dont understand?" JiChen incredible looked at asked me, eyes injured beyond words: "enron, do you have problems? Are you afraid of you will drag me wont you? Dont worry, I have been a company last month to pay hire, I today send salary to jewelry store send you engagement ring is chosen, you see." I could no longer forbear, tears big star to fall, a throw took his hand ring out into the side of the rose bushes. Refuse awe-inspiring eyes staring at the JiChen said: "its no use, we eak up, I have a new boyfriend, he is richer than you." JiChen carefully look at me, eyes glance and sad, seems there will be tears surges up at any time, the white face now is no color. My dear JiChen, still loathe to give up after I was so hurt his bold scold me, still wont abandon me. Night is cool, aside JiChen still again and again through the rose vines for the ring was I lost relentlessly. But JiChen, some things lost will never find dont come back.

A big BBS after quiet n long, suddenly come up to A message and explosive: A great man of the Cinderella and JiChen summer eak up safely, and engagement and former girlfriend with song.

Turn off the computer, I finally could not help but burst into tears, I think, I will not again so desperate cry in my life. Because in this world there is only a JiChen would it be possible for me to tears on a sunny afternoon. And he no longer belongs to me.

When can I try to walk the walk smoothly I secretly run out of the house went to the garden, fragrant snow that day is probably the coldest day since the winter of wuxi, I one step a footprint walk carefully in the snow, unwilling to follow the front of a group of pictures. Walk it later on behind a tree to rest, looking at the distance on wedding photos lover into sweet memories, but the reality is fuzzy and sadness. This world is no fairy tale, Cinderella fairy tale ending is always the prince and the princess together. JiChen, to the song, I wish you happiness.

Live in hospital has been almost a year and a winter came. Recently the body more easily tired, already cant speak fluently, the feeling of eating more difficult, even drink soup is often chokes, and tried hard as it could not walk again. Lying in bed, looked at the snow outside the window of the world I was reminded of my havent write the ending of the novel. So I prevaricated um um... hand strokes along while, my parents didnt understood has ran out of the room, both has a pause in the air did not put down, looking at her slender fingers in strange posture twisted together, sad to shed tears. Some people say that pretending to be dead when I was grieving, so nothing can hurt you, but now I have no idea to think about whether I would maelstrom, because the disease eventually chose me. When parents came back more than a laptop in hand. Only thirty seconds before novel page will be opened this time was spent ten minutes, I bite the bullet and hard zheng big eyes to see the words on the screen. Finally with a quivering hand stumbles on a typesetting: "Cinderella without a fairy tale." This is probably the end.

The life the last a period of time, my parents went back to my side, waking up I countless times in the dark and countless times, I can feel them with tears hang on to my hand and dont want to let go of the attachment. Was supposed to maintain proper appearance in hospital for countless way critically ill notice instantly after the old. At that moment, I suddenly dont hate.

JiChen, I know, I can wait for flowers of the season. I dont know which day I accidentally went to another time and space, but perhaps, in that time we are together. JiChen, on the day I learned that he got cerebellar degeneration disease of the spinal cord, I saw a cat sitting in the middle of the road, no sound of hanging between his legs, blood from the cat head to the road, has long been dead long. JiChen, in fact, I was afraid, Im afraid I will die in such desperate posture are silent. But I have to bury the secret for you. JiChen, I cant give you the future, have to let me say goodbye. All say pain but one hundred - day long, you will in the future of progeny. You will forget the girl was late at night to write a book for you.