Unrequited love is what? Unrequited love is a kind of no beginning, no process, no result, even if you paid a lot of, but still may not have intersection
ushed past with her, but so what? Crush was just secretly like the man, see, the heart also jumped, and red in the face, even if not holding your hand and looking at your cheeks touching, no goldwind high curative value meet a sweet, and there is no if love between two long commitment; In this world, however, still never lack of secretly in love with the girls boy in the crowd, even if the time flies, he will have been silently in that place look at this, she never leave...
July, through blue sky, hanging ball of fire like the sun, the clouds like the sun flashing, also disappeared without a trace. Normally bustling streets like twice by the atomic bomb was quiet, even common unusually lively surplus energy of the dog are lazy lie prone on the street, dont even willing to open the eyes. All people should be under this temperature in air-conditioned room, eating cold watermelon, but in the oven on the streets of a man was walking slowly.
That person is me, big sun on my head, the tarmac like risking often smoke, not heavy bags are like a mountain pressure on my shoulders, a school holiday, but this community activities, ever never are not interested in these things I have to participate in community activities was a notable increase in the number of many, to struggle together comrades all say I suddenly become an activist, I actually is not interested in these community activities as usual, especially this kind of weather makes me really hard-working the reason come to school is only a, is the inside and out, busy beautiful beautiful beautiful both inside and outside the community.
Fang Yue is just go to our school, is better in my class, arranged by the teacher in charge in my in front, when she came I was watching a old wuxia novel, because of long time lower the head a little dizzy, looked up at a distance when inadvertently saw she is walking toward me, she looks does not belong to that kind of amazing, but it is able to bear or endure look, look, she came to me a feeling of such as spring
eeze, then I want to like a person is likely to be an instant happened, the glance, her beauty deeply
anded in my mind, lingering.
From then on, Ill special attention to her, sheepishly ask her message, she suddenly
oke into, also opened up my heart, I began to active, often wandered around her, watching her smile I will be very happy, in the dead of night to her, I think maybe that is the taste of unrequited love. Proximity for home, so I was the first to the students in the class every day, because there are several times to see her with no nutritional
ead to eat, so I decided to make
eakfast for her every day, after then, in the case of undetected devolved to her desk.
Remember the first time I put the
eakfast on the table and then she felt wrong, return to her table in the hole, then the wind rushed out of the classroom, the people didnt come back to the half of the time, as if nothing has occurredly back seat picked up a book to read aloud, to hide his guilty, remember she hides out from under the table in the hole early after the appearance of consternation, leng leng, she picked up a book is put on the table to open a see is their own name, this is the place where his yes ah, this... Then she seemed to understand what, qiao blush with shame, I saw her do the thieves in the ear of the food in the table of the hole, I smile.
I paid a piece of paper on top of the next day, saying, "so busy every day in the morning
ead to eat, learning how line? PS: I have to do, non-toxic." I smiled when she saw the note was observed. My in the mind of a stone fell, I also worry that she will be angry to a piece of paper on the ground and then you look, it seems that I want to. But as the saying goes, often walk along the river bank which have not wet shoes, in a "stealth" I secretly put
eakfast was hit by a early to monitor in a dish, my darling, we monitor the famous big trumpet and natural sarcasm, let him see this is well, this is to have the rhythm of the accident. She looked at me deeply, and looked at me incoherent posed as I know you trust wont tell others, I immediately touched, thought it looks like the monitor is really be loved, in after I left after a bowed deeply to the monitor in the class, when I come back after half an hour, push the door, was a noisy classroom quiet moment, everyone in a staring at me with a different meaning, Fang Yue eyes complicated with
eakfast and looked at me, see me after watching her bowed his head, suddenly I see, believe our monitor is not as good as the Chinese football team won the World Cup.
I like Fang Yue and was made public by send
eakfast for her every day, I did not deny that students have found someone give Fang Yue before
eakfast, but because I confidential work has been very good, this has always been a mystery, now is not, this topic has become gossip ladies in my class after class to talk about, there is a prick silk male determined after the goddess at such a time, in fact, think they said there is nothing wrong, I really dont have any outstanding in the class, the result is that, not bad not bad, there is nothing great expertise, only take shots, but also is the good word, whereas Fang Yue is generally accepted that class flower goddess, looks learning is outstanding, and I dont deserve her, the teacher also heard the wind, talk to me, I tell the teacher I like she is very calm, the teacher is the same that dont hold up learning her career at such a time, but this time, I have not left ear into the right ear out, but a serious thought, I decided to give up, while the boat is not a gentleman, but I cant take her future do I waste of capital.
From that later, I gradually withdrew from her life, no longer skulking around her, but I will still be from time to time to pay attention to her, no longer give her
eakfast, class wont stare at her figure, but staring at the blackboard, did not listen, still in a daze, but what I feel more this time, I will often write her name on this, a variety of fonts, all kinds of script, cursive script, regular script, how to say this is my strong point. Once I go back, I found many people surrounded pointing at my desk, I approached a look, this is I wrote her name, the key is she incredibly also in, I get the black face take this, others a look me back immediately flee, she is the only one still standing by staring at me, I cant go to see her eyes, casual wear make up, but she does not walk, I was finally she stared at the whole body uncomfortable, twist a head to look at her, eyes crinkled eyes, her face turned red and I see her things, have to ask her: "do you have?" She pointed to my book, dont talk again, I am helpless. She finally spoke: "that... that... the you write so well, our school is going to be writing contest held by why not sign up?" Ok, I admit that I am shocked, the first half of the sentence I thought she would say what amazing things, after half sentence directly I am speechless. I casually replied: "dont want to go, boring." There used to be such a thing I will attend, but because I really dont want to go to the wrong. She said: "there are so you should go to win honor for our class good ah, as literature and art committee member you do me a favor." Words are said to this top, I can not go to? Of course not, and then she will help me to sign up before and after running.
Then after half a month of preparation I scrambled, only took a second, I wrote "I for send lang" was a "sacred" than the bottom go to, this is my new article, not skilled, otherwise will not throw away the first place, ended, as usual, the teacher praised me, I dont care, is the only thing that makes me happy Fang Yue to find I want to study calligraphy with me, then I know what is there against it? Than I have to say that Fang Yue have potential, I learn to teach her half an hour every day, because do not want to hold up her, I also dont want to anything else, just half a month, her calligraphy level is greatly improved, so the day by day passed, and my birthday also will come soon, in a twinkling of an eye for such a long time we have become very good friends, my birthday she is naturally know, birthday, the day before the class when she turned to come knocking on my desk, whispered: "tomorrow is your birthday, I give you wrote a copybook oh." I will, "show me the fast ah, look at how I wrote disciple." She said: "dont give, wait until tomorrow." By this time the teacher cant endure the decisive, knocked the table loudly say: "you two dont talk in class." Qiao she blushed turned red. The teacher a look at this, the more think we whisper in class time is in the "love".
After school called us to the office, word phone call to parents, both of us can honestly stood by, but I found that she is a bit agitated obviously, soon come on both sides of the parents, I want to explain to her mother, but her mother doesnt take a reason I, directly in the past, is swept over a pile of malicious batch, "myself to raise so much easier to you, let you of the best schools is to fall in love, you live up to me, you dont promise me how to live in the future?" Is said that the greater the sound, to finally
oke, and he stood silently, dont talk, only silent tears drop by drop flow in her face, I dont speak, dull to look at her, originally I didnt know her, I saw a mountain in her shoulder, is down little by little, she cant
eathe.
Not a few days after that she turned class, an assault on the class, every time passed I will see, every time I see is a pile of book up her, I thought of the day, I will quietly leave, the birthday gift, I didnt get after all... Soon after, the test finished. We are equal to move beyond the life of the first hurdles, reunion, she came back, she is said to be tested as a provincial good school, I really feel happy for her, all our classmates clink, picture frames.
That night, a lot of girls cry, big boys are
imming with smile, the in the mind still very sad, actually we were to send each other gifts of completion of studies, I also received a lot of, in the evening drink drunk, after coming home, I didnt open the gift, but pick up a copy of a look, see a no sign a big envelope, I opened it, there may be nothing in it, only a piece of paper, I picked it up and looked at it, my heart was touched, two lines of clear tears streamed moment, its a has not some nice copybook, hornbook is still not signed, but I know who wrote it, it is because that is what I taught her. So far, Im not received more precious gift than this.
The hornbook only ten big word... Old to multiphase forget, dont forget the lovesickness.