This semester, and half a month in the past, near the tomb-sweeping day holiday, but school is not far from my house, and cut class to go home, early is really a happy thing.
This period of time not to worry, but really have a bit tired. Because life is always difficult to adapt to the dont skip school, then I made the lesson of the layout of generation, always cant snub, so from this aspect, I was really made efforts, although this is necessary, but they are delighted his
ave step.
Back home but its nothing to do, and dont have to consider what class school where to eat, dont need to do the homework, dont read, this home and watch TV and mother chat to the skies. Quiet, discovered suddenly turn a new page - the calendar in April. The college entrance examination, 67 days left.
When it comes to recall the university entrance exam, is such an opportunity, through the movie "youth". The only one I have ever seen a movie about high fill. Name, even if its a new name. From dazed and confused and
ave to vindicate, mom, for the first time the university entrance exam, to was forced to go back to the tutorial, then from wishful thinking self-deception to finally accept the reality, and make the last effort to own youth in a as early as the end, the whole movie is funny, there are sweet, of course the last and tear, feeling. Let the memory of that year early summer woke up suddenly, I really like incredibly dare to love dare hate plain stubborn character, although I was very ordinary, ordinary or even vulgar, but if only to see the classroom, see the examination paper, see every blackboard some "XX days before the college entrance examination", then naturally, of course will miss that time.
Seems to be a sophomore next semester fast into junior, I immediately, speaking of the university entrance exam is so out of place. But I cant deny that I miss that time, miss you.
In June 2012.
The last day of class.
Have the habit of taking a nap, today no sleep. Packed in the dorm, I decided to go to the classroom tidy up book. The classroom is on the third floor. The bar on the wall of corridor, is light through the leaves of the escape light and shadow, caught between noon solemnly, the wind in the search for the arrival. I shut my eyes, earplugs, imagine that a few days later, the end of the Ming all the hardships will soon come to an end, but I felt a little less than the release, like being on a stone in my heart, to the end, I remembered that I did not have a good shopping here, not a good read out of the window that is higher than the building lush leaves of the tree, havent seen grotesque white clouds, the sky finally want to try very hard to keep the shadow of the classroom, and I dont know how long it will keep in mind. Even so, I also very hard things here a
uptly into the
ain. In the last time, I suddenly found a wrinkle out of paper, a familiar seat, a board the blackboard familiar words, there are 361 days left work in this line of word "xx days before the college entrance examination," is very tasty.
If I had to find a word to describe the mood of the graduation photo, it is tragic.
Some people with a straight face, some people smile, a bit of a face without expression, stand in the most harmonious way, leave insignificant in the long river of time, then the birds and beasts away, back to the classroom to a stream. Even till now I still dont understand what I am from extremely boring test paper, adhere to the operation done several times in the subject, insisted that the whole year.
However, when looking at school paper scattered all over the sky, falls, in the heart has a say a pleasure, even though I was not involved in.
Go to school at the evening sky, it seems that makes no difference, is still a
eeze from the orange clouds and stroke, I imagine the end after 5 days, cant laugh.
My memories of high school three years, as if only three this last few days are all enlarged. Three may have since only a few days, so because the rest of the time is almost a repeat. That day I threw away the remaining last few package nestle coffee. They are my flat and agile the bin, then issue the lung, the release of the moment I feel really, dont smell coffee strong focus, is a very with a sense of things.
In June 2013.
Hot in the afternoon, I and my the iron man hiding in the dining room on the second floor for final review. Biological three books I read stories that it only took less than half an hour, watching and laughing, because see story as biological materials, can also disclose their plot, and even can write out the next page which position has their own notes. Laugh in the end, the elder
others hard pen knocked at my head, I unloaded earplugs, to lower the head to continue to read other students dont take a reason I, Im convergence. And then I drank half bottles of mineral water, write all conceivable chemical equation, then knead, cast aside. Finally, I have no matter to do, dry smile looking at the elder
others, a face of her every now and then call him a annoy the Obama, in the end, he is really cant stand, get rid of textbooks, firmly roar, "go away."
Then I will not desperately gigantic feet in June a whole afternoon sun playground ran 5 times. The freight station above looked at me and laugh, is not actually run, he said, heatstroke what to do. I said, you go to dead, its almost five o clock, your sister in the heat.
Run my feet to protest, but I these years at noon with bare feet on the basketball court crazy is no laughing matter. Wearing flip-flops, I drank the remaining water light, then try to remember a year ago today, nothing. Reply is, after all, when time is compressed like a dry sponge, water even so happily run to full head big sweat, are extremely luxurious thing.
Back to the dining hall, picked up the pen, go up carrying bag. Also dont back, it was very cool thing, though objections this elder
others and the things
ing me back, I still put up a forced out. But thank him for the next two started to pour with rain, in addition to nest dormitory reading which I cant. Although there were Chinese notes and double side bad English words, but I was rejected, especially the English words, look back every day, every day yao only 26 letters, apart long at all the same, but really living away my time. But I still dont want to throw away, because I want to leave to take an examination of English page when tore back to the dormitory, it must be very sense of belt.
On June 8, 2013.
The bell rings, I have been sitting on the seat for five minutes, five minutes is I this life the most satisfied for five minutes. Had decided to come back, in the form of a restudy of make up the fault of my high school three years and regret, it is a very
ave thing. Reread the dormitory 401, ethanol jun very fun said, not high in life is not full of life. I remember when he said that sentence is mathematical weeks test, we finish the last row several high fill of laughter into state in the problem immediately. Now recall these, it is very sad.
The supervisor to verify the test paper, to a serious of balsam pear face, spring
eeze face said, congratulations to the students complete the university entrance exam, I wish the students well, ok, liberated.
Yes, liberated.
Out of the door of the classroom, I deliberately walked slowly. The elder
others deadpan over there waiting for me. I still cant help but laughed. Ask him how about English, he says, is a primary school students do. This is my first time to listen to his
ag, but I fully believe he qualified to say this sentence, be he gets up at five every morning many, and adhere to the first nine months.
Is so hot in the evening, and there is no difference between a year ago. My bag across the ride a bike, looking at the big trees on both sides of the quiet guard this Ann and land, feeling very much. Although I imagined that leave the scene here many times and also thought that I could not give up, but really in this time, instead of the imagination are just a door, door left unlocked only pushed the folding fan door, truly feel the feeling of looking at the scenery outside is how.
And I seem to all of the exam, day after day, to solve the problem of reading, coffee, scores, said nothing. Really want to quiet feeling last night, these things are need to foil. Three and four take an examination of higher moments is two feelings. Three time because for two years, three left from scratch for a year, paid the paper knew his own weight, know some regret and blame only tacitly, finds a day has finally become a bloody dagger, a knife, a knife stabbed to the heart, after the relaxation of anxiety, live scores before a period of time into hell, also living results come out later time into thick determination. High four, all of the efforts of hard work, even if finally still fail, also can calm of say, is another matter. I live up to nine months of the ups and downs, I naturally can leisurely yi yi enjoy a moment of quiet and relaxing. The university entrance exam this thing only experienced people know, once the original yourself, is so great a man.
I am very grateful to my own, decisively chose the second youth, choose high four, no matter what motivation is, anyhow I am very honest in the face of life the face of a small thing, even now many people who will spend it if it doesnt matter, really nothing. During that time, however, we always keep
eakthrough yourself, insist, grind teeth, so tough, how attractive. Because, our experience is more than a period of time that is not to, or a person even how unwilling gritting his teeth strong.
So I went in moody looked at several other movie about campus youth, we will eventually lost youth "to", "Janes you", but not the youth to send so give me a very impulse feeling, maybe its because I havent graduated from college, because I know that my life may not be so twists and turns, after all, the story of the characters in the movie, after all, is special.
Many people say, miss before because now too well. Actually is not entirely. So far I also have a lot of ideas, paranoid, cheerful, but what I found both touch, no more pure and good high school. We lost the high schools way of life, nature will also lose many precious things. So that my lazy side awakened so thoroughly, until I remembered at that time, I feel incredible and finally filling up the courage to change.
Last time and several classmates of the elder
others drink, dragon said, wish we can always do not come loose in my life, also can do this together after many years. We raised his glass, I said, will, and the final not fail! Drink, and is a good thing. That year, however, that night, accompany me to drink off, he is now in where? Doing what?
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